You should feel bad. Trying to keep her safe, actually put her in harms way and I have to live with this along with the pain and grief I caused myself and my family. On Thursday at 6.45 pm I accidentally backed over our beautiful family cat Bella, 16 years old. If you want to be better. No, we are making our peace with it in our own ways, and I cant risk disrupting that. So when they tried pulling the seat it suffocated my baby and he didnt make it. You can never be too careful with our sweet pets. After a few days, my wife suggested we take a walk around the neighborhood and call for him, an old tactic we would try that would usually result in him showing up in the next couple of days. "Some dog breeds like Pomeranians will turn their nose up at bleach after tasting it," Hovda says. I knew this was a very bad sign. I thanked her for her life. A week ago my fiance came home drunk, stumbled in at 5 in the morning, tripped over my dog, Jasmine and killed her.She was Your story made me cry, I'm really sorry. A man who was shot by his dog in a tragic hunting accident was identified as Kansas plumber Joseph Smith on Tuesday as friends remembered the hunter as a "loving goofball" who made them . Only one day, he caught up to us, and I felt it before I realised what had happened - I felt the car drive over a bump. I said we need to prepare ourselves for the worse. For instance, I now cringe when I recall how angry I was at my beloved cat, Zoey, for scratchingthe basementdoor (I didnt realize the door to her litter box was shut tight, and she couldnt get in). Although the law varies depending on state and county, if someone has injured or killed your pet, you are entitled to compensation. We named her Emie. I should have taken him in to the emergency vet that is several hours away, instead I waited because I was dealing with a bad work situation and did not take off. You need some serious guidance. No you didnt love him. My cat died because I was selfish. My dad buried him in our field. Her visit last November left me feeling good as long as her hyperthyroidism was under control. 1965 / 1967 The Girl Who Leapt Through Time: Yasutaka Tsutsui: A high-school girl accidentally acquires the ability to travel through time, which leads to her reliving multiple time loops. But they were outdoor bunnies, with constant access to grass. I saw improvement on the increased dose. Take responsibility for your brokenness and get help. I encourage you to share your experience below. Even the most innocent pet ownersfeel guilt over a pets death. i have friends but our relationships arent strong. My cuddle bug. (Yuma az degree is 110.) Answer. My hamster was missing for 24 hours Usually when she gets free, she always comes back a few hours later. She never hurt anyone. You dont deserve to live and I hope you get your ass killed like you did to him your a punk. The manager 86 him. And you cant go beating your kids head in over a huge mess. All i can think of is i killed my baby. Nothing we can say will take away the pain, but you're in my thoughts. As I turned around I tripped over her and fell on her and crushed her she was looking at me for help and I couldn't. I took her straight to. She does it a lot at night but I'm so scared of falling asleep and suffocating her by mistake because I moved in my sleep. Life can be cruel. She gave me the number of a hospital 90 mins away. I was so traumatized I was thinking it could be anything. Im so sorry that I failed you. The Animal Legal Defense Fund is rated four-stars by Charity Navigator, is a Platinum Level GuideStar Exchange participant, a Better Business Bureau Accredited Charity, and an Independent Charity Seal of Excellence awardee, ensuring that we meet the highest standards of accountability, efficiency . This is all my fault. Surely hed still be alive if I hadnt. I stood in the kitchen. I feel so sick with grief and that its my fault my cat died. I lost my dog a week ago she had a tumor that had ulcerated as well as other things going on . You should not get another animal as long as you aren't positive you have control of yourself. When we met I had 3 dogs, all rescues. Or something worse. I did a similar thing when I was learning to drive. The day before she died she was very active and verbal, wanting even more affection than usual. Am so guilty over it all its killing me . The vet called late afternoon. Shes the one who usually make noises in our house. He died slowly over about 15 minutes. i had the dog for about 6 months and i loved him, i really did. The return throw struck and killed a pigeon in flight across the ground. The only difference is we have no consequences from most of our mi. I only wish I could have done things differently and could be cuddling my girl instead of mourning for her and feeling this tremendous amount of guilt. The minute it stopped entertaining you you didnt care if it died. I can't imagine what it must feel like to you now, even after 5 years. Tr he vents, windows, a/c, doorif only I read the damn pamphlet! But by requesting the window be left open I put the cats in harms way as I hadnt realized the danger of one of them getting trapped in there and it being life threatening. When I was younger my dog had gotten out without me knowing and followed me to a friends house. Then, on the third day I couldnt take it anymore and I went down that street- and there she was, dead on the ground. Kion's cool with it, though. She blinked at me for the last time. No offense man but you really need some fucking help. Btw- you are a murderer. I miss her so and its my fault. I am haunted by it. Six dogs were trapped and taken to Animal Control facilities where they were euthanized. My wife (30F) and I (30F) have been together for a few years, married 6 months. My cat died a few months ago from kidney failure. I miss you so much. I have 3 cats and one of the other cats was sick during last week and I gave him specilly whatever he likes to encouraged him to eat. Holding myself. I saw her slowing down in the last 6 months. And I was rewarded for my efforts. Sleep tight. I loaded her in the carrier and had to drop her off. i feel horrible inside and i dont know how to move on from this. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. Were going to an English county that only we know, to a hill only we know, and well say goodbye one last time and let you go. I fed on the counter like I did my other Yorkie. He yells cryies imediatelly and I realise my mistake. You may think its stupid to not play an entire game if a charcter dies but i like to get into the story of single player games and im not interested in playing some cliche ridden game where the dog dies. It wasnt a far fetched thing as she would vomit hairballs a few times a week but there was no hair. Almost never Barked. The vet said now its up to her, but the likelihood of brain damage was very high. My cat suffered unnecessarily for quite sometime. I usually replace his water and give him vitamin paste before I go to work too, but I didnt even do that. We'll listen, and if you want, we'll talk. He was very energetic. I'm so sorry that happened to you guys. I did not even think about having my cats teeth checked. But, I slowly started to neglect her more and more. I said goodbye to her outside the animal hospital. Her head got slammed in the door, and she dropped to the ground without a sound. Its on me. How will I ever be able to forgive my dog? Fern tries to play with her; theyre working out a dynamic. Im just really afraid he hates me for the abuse previously. He will come home when hes ready, like he always does. Maybe that will sink in enough for you to realize the urgency with which you need serious help. I am at fault for my 12 year old golden retrievers passing. Nov 2, 2013 at 0:43. We found out she was about 14 years old, had no teeth, was blind in the other eye as well, and only weighed about 3lbs. This last year we have lost our dog and another cat to illness and now our sweet kitten Zoe. Im afraid he hates me for not trying harder cause there was so many things I could and should have done. A US Navy research ship accidentally travels back in time. (We've had "The Cosby Show" Rudy Huxtable funeral. My fuzzy. A 32-year-old man in Turkey was reportedly shot and killed by his own dog after the canine stepped on the trigger of a shotgun and it fired at him. I called out for buttercup and did not spot her where I left her, when I looked over at Mr.Bing, his eyes moved to the floor behind him and it frightened me. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. I love her so much and Im so glad I knew her, but at the same time if somebody else had adopted her as a baby they might not have been an idiot like me and she might be alive today. I told her I loved her. He was curled up on his side, front arms folded under his body, eyes closed. She was our perfect girl. But bless her heart she was such a good cat, always letting Cleo eat before her and so patient and would do all her business outside and never craze for anything. Yvonne in memory of Siamese cat Raiderette. A few days ago she was sick. These are all questions Ive asked myself a thousand times in the days since. She ate something in the house I feel so guilty for not protecting her from whatever got stuck in her tummy, i knew she liked to pull at her towels and bedding but at 3 years I didnt realize it was unsafe I should have known better, I should have taken all the soft bedding away from her. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast. One day at a time. My 13 year old best friend was put down today. Its our fault for choosing to leave him there. She deserved better. Did he come home that night, but no one was up to hear him at the door? She follows me everywhere and if I'm in bed, she will meow obnoxiously until she can snuggle up on top of or around me. And I overlooked the threat that it could pose. Mid-evening the other vet called. A few days later now. ive had deep anger issues and a whole lot of other problems, which ive kept bottled inside of me. But also, the sitter said she was still warm when they found her so it was likely that morning and not during the night. I shouldnt have taken him out. I couldnt reach out. . Likely brain damage. I brought my daughter Guineapig. Bella's prancing around somewhere now, carping away at the daffodils and poppy seeds that have now become her playground. Allow yourself to feel the guilt of feeling like you caused your dog's death. But one of the tubes came out of a box and thats how she escaped. This might be the single worse thing Ive gone through in life. Our beloved family dog, Billy - I gave the car a little gas to get up the hill, and I never even saw him. Goodbye, Friend: Healing Wisdom for Anyone Who Has Ever Lost a Petis the number one bestselling book on pet loss and grief on Amazon. Ha! I loved her so much. We aim to keep this a safe space. Poor poor Lamont. We walked one night that first week he was gone..just one. Was he lost and searching for home and couldnt find it? Request. I noticed if I stopped, she would go limp, and was not breathing on her own or with a pulse. It was my idea to bring in the cats, and I knew my wife would go for it. But, if you hit a dog, you have to stop. My poor darling Pixie she was in so much pain and it felt like she was crying out no no when I picked her up to put in the basket to go to vet. I even considered rehoming her several times over because of the guilt and neglect. i find it hard to talk to people and bond with anyone. After three months of these outings being safe with her never flying too far from me I sarted to get too comfortable. But its a horrible feeling. I feel both at the same time. In her notes she wrote will start pt on Enalipril in the near future. What I notice was that both of them were trying to rape / compete for sex with the female puppy , they were fighting eachother and when I saw that I got really mad. And I decided to take my cat on the road with me. She was going off shift but her colleague would call if there were any developments. I held her in my arms and petted her head while it was done. The involuntary movements were violent, she vocalized in a way ive never heard that sounded like complete pain. Find the right court. We went away on 4night break and on the day we were due to return, we got a phone call that our cat Bella had got wedged in our tilt and turn window and was dead upon the cat sitters visit at around mid-day that day. I thought Id done everything right: all the right vaccinations at the right time, a good habitat at home, clueing myself up on common illnesses and what to look for, how to spot depression, the right food, and finding her the best, most experienced rabbit surgeon I could. She said not with Covid. I could have saved him. She said I would have to administer insulin and hypertension meds daily. im so lost. I called my vet to see if they could see her and they said yes. Not sure Ill ever be able to forgive myself. I thought she was quiet because shes never stayed at another house before. I asked if I could pick her up right before closing (totally assuming they would treat the sugar and hypertension with the extra time while having some time to observe). We rushed to the hospitals but they were closed. Trigger warning for blood, death. She was getting too use to living with us and I knew it, yet I still wanted to see her fly free. If all of that was awfull to you this is the disgusting horrible part: I try to push one of my dogs with my feet to his home , idk why , he wasnt going by my command . I heard a thump and I immediately knew what must have happened. If you accidentally hurt your dog or cat or you had to put your pet down these ways to deal with guilt for causing your pets death will help you cope. Thankfully, Hannah (Florios sister) is both a lovebug and an attention hog. You should also think about suing in small claims court. He didn't really want us hanging around him but we all stayed with him until the end. I feel like I failed him and he trusted me; he was like my little brother that I couldnt have. Another type of imagined guilt is if youve accidentally caused your pets death by letting him out, keeping him in, or losing track of his whereabouts. he was only trying to use the bathroom, when a little girl that her parents let her outside alone ran up on my 4 year old brother while his dog was trying to get off the porch to use the bathroom and the little girl scared him and he jumped and accidentally scratched her and barked and . If she jumped off the bed at night and i noticed Id tell her to hop up and shed jump back up beside me. Ask me, you have every right to sue that person, because they're the one who did it, and they should face justice. She died because she had to have surgery to remove some of her colon and she got an infection gone the following morning. I never even do treatments each year but had to go in the countryside so thought it was useful. If you killed a dog with a knife by accident, unpleasant events are waiting for the dreamer and his family. We ( me, my mum, dad, and brother ) had a beloved springer spaniel named Cooper. I wish. I feel sick when I think about it and how she passed in my husbands arms. Because of mehe died. Shed get so excited when shes hear my voice, and shes lick my finger, I didnt think hamsters could care about a human so much. and I moved my outside chair closer to her who I let out of the cage already and bam- she got frightened and flew up a short tree. We cried from the depths of ourselves. All I know is theres so many questions we all have at this sudden and shocking time, and were heartbroken he never came to his new home and that we werent there with him in his last hours. My wife was in the living room. Bringing hope & helping you find Freedom & Courage. My mom took in a baby bird that was removed from her nest because some people chopped down the tree she was in. What if I'm searching for hours and can't find him at all; I only got him a month ago and I can't even assure that he won't run away?! We had him for about a year before he became very sick while we were out of town. For a few weeks I tried to help her heal. It's been 5 years since he died. Its a fucked up confession but what therapist treats their patient by telling them how awfully they are? A Vetoryl overdose can cause a dog to become lethargic, vomit, and seizure. But I want all who commented to know that you are not alone in your agony and that, as I pray about my own grief, I will include all of you, and your pets, in my prayers. But this might be a good read for you.. http://www.aplacetolovedogs.com/2010/06/why-do-dogs-leave-earth-first-a-child-answers/1486596831/. We got home, it was dusk by then, and Cooper had started to go limp. ! Get off the internet and seek help immediately before you harm yourself or someone else. I lost my talking bird just 3 days ago and i blame myself for her death. I went after her as she collapsed to the ground. Our perfect 6-month old rabbit Lolly died under anaesthesia on Monday and it was probably my fault. He laid by my feet and i know he shouldnt have been but he was calming down. I am not much a dog person at all, but cat lover instead. So many regrets, and so many opportunities to change the outcome. He looked particularly smart as earl Forum Off Topic Accidentally killed my dog!! Im very sad, cant justify my behavior during his death , I miss his presence. He was patient, sweet, loving, loyal, and had a load of personality. I love you so much! We adopted him 6 months ago, and we loved him so much. How will I ever be able to forgive myself? Complete accidents, no fault at all really, but that guilt that will just eat at you and makes it even harder when the people are down about it because it just solidifies that they are good people for caring. I dont want to sue anyone, its my fault alone. This is one of the worst things I have ever experienced. But then my cat died and now my hamster is gone and its my fault for not making sure the fort was secure, the pump was covered, and I wasnt there to save her. Or perhaps they knew something i didnt, so I continued waiting. It's just not me..! I hate how it ended and am having an extremely difficult time shaking the feeling that I caused his death through neglect and that he died feeling lonely, trapped, unloved, thirsty, and abandoned on top of all of his physical health problems. I dont know how to get past this and forgive myself. I just can't stop thinking about how happy she was to see us when we pulled up, and then a few short seconds later her life was ended. He immediately turned to run back to me, our eyes connected just before he got slammed by the bus. All of a sudden he had another episode last night, what would happen is his front legs would go stiff straight and it spasm and then he would pant like crazy. I put a on a glove and pulled it out. PROUD mum Vicky Simpson smiled as she looked at the photo she'd just uploaded to Facebook of 18-year-old son Liam, all ready for his first ever night out. There was nothing alarming although I noticed she was getting a little stiff in her legs and figured it was arthritis. I want him back. We believed you were going to be here for a long time and that when my mom passed we would still have to take care of you. Dreaming that his little life wasnt cut so incredibly short by my carelessness. I picked her up hoping she would be okay but it was obvious she wasnt. This was nearing hour 3. Jordan me and my husband have a similar experience. I have a gut-wrenching feeling inside with so much regret from these last 2 weeks or so, even though I think I did good before all of this. I Love Him soo much. If only I had been in the basement, I would have heard her squealing for me to help her. I love reading these comments and having everyone ignore a major thing you brought up; you have anger issues. I ran in front of the AC to cool her down but realized Id rather lay her down and look her over. We didnt have a personal vehicle , my phone also off. I phoned another hospital 25 mins away, they could see her, but again, my hands were tied trying to save her. I lied to my family and made them pay more than 1000$ in treatment for him till this day , and it seems itll be more if we want him to walk properly again. Theres no reason to give you a companion the game like a dog and let . This book will help you understand why your feelings are so overwhelming, and help you cope with the guilt you feel about your pet's death. Then she began to growl and puff out and fight the bed. My first pet snow a beautiful white cat my friend gave me. Either way i still feel the blame comes back to me What if I wouldve taken him to the vet? Dealing with guilt may be a bit lighter if you know you wouldve acted differently if you had the chance. I rescued him as a pup running down a busy road with 3 other pups with him. Now I often ponder his final moments. She just wanted tummy rubs and she was happy, I wish I could trade places with her. I ran to the kitchen got maple syrup, rubbed it all over her gums and immediately started cpr right after. I am here today because my sweet kitten Zoe died today. The Friday morning an hour before we were due to pick him up , we got a call from the kennels saying they found him dead in his bed our 8 year old boy, happy and healthy dead?! The second one we found, I accidentally attacked my buddy's wolf, and his wolf raped my 2nd one and I was sad, I then killed his and he "EXECUTING SADFACE.EXE" and we looked for a while while he tried to suicide IG multiple times, he then went to go play left 4 dead 2 :[R.I.P If you did not deliberately set out to harm your pet, then you have nothing to feel guilty about. I didnt want to go in and tell her. I felt I was forced into a position to have to kill the thing I loved the most in the world and my mind has yet to figure a way to live with it and my fear is that I cannot. The bundle of love he was just breaks my heart in tiny pieces. We came home and found him barely clinging to life. I actually didnt want her at my place because of the responsibility. So given that I believed the arrest was the result of these fluids and the stress surrounding the day, I continued aggressive cpr. Her eyes were bleeding and she was gasping for air. Florio waited for me to come down and pick him up from where he was sleeping by mom and died in my arms an hour later. I was crying, exhausted, my adrenaline teetering. Tuesday morning also he didnt come to our room and I found that he was sitting near the neighborhood garden. But then she moved very slightly so we decided to take her to the emergency room. I gave her no food the night before the operation. Love you and may we meet again. He was on my lap on the backseat and could barely move. What you did was incredibly wrong but you can at least try and make it better by helping yourself and then going and helping other animals. My husband ran over our 2-year-old dog yesterday. It was not until I requested her records after the fact that I realized she had severe hypertension that day. I am so sad. He was irresistible my own tiny slice of heaven on earth. He was such a sweet dog he was still wagging his tail in his last moments, laying in a stream of blood. Well that was too late for him. She needed an companion that she could cuddle alot. Losing a friend sucks. Dogs usually experience mild side effects from fish oil. He was half under the seat and didnt think anything of it. Press J to jump to the feed. Maybe you should attempt to be helpful / constructive before hateful and useless. I rushed to the vet and he said that he had cardiac arrest already. [AMZN] Jeff Bezos Joined 15/09/2018 Posts 80,103 06:24 PM 25/06/2019 Sleep tight Lollybun, Special Girl, Special Rabbit, Lollybum, Lollybumby. Two people are responsible for my cats death, the veterinarian and as a result of her incompetence subsequently myself. Yesterday he died and i feel very guilty because i have to admit that i didnt bother vaccinating him which was my primary duty with everything going in my daily life i meglected it. 849 votes, 650 comments. If only i brought her earlier to the vet earlier she wont die she died because of my dumbness. And I was so dumb to think I could even leave it open as an access point because its such a narrow gap to squeeze through. As Alan tried to rush through the revolving doors, his neck got caught in it, also getting the male worker stuck . No sane person would do this. Brutally killing a pet (puppy?) I hope i can turn back the time i should have bring her to the vet earlier i cant stop asking myself what if i bring her to the vet earlier? No matter what happens, youll always be Bun Number 1. That dog didnt do anything wrong, you did. I killed my beloved pup by putting Bravecto anti flea and tick drops on him. I tried honking the horn to get another truck drivers attention. We lost a friend to suicide, we lost family to COVID, we watched a neighbors house burn down with all of their fur babies inside. Not just lifeless but, decaying. I cant shake the guilt as I have a reversing camera but at the time I was focussed on the wing mirrors as I was coming out of the garage. Honestly Ive considered ********* , I dont feel like theres a way I could get rid of this guilt and live like before. Another guilt i didnt let him sleep with me in my bed instead i made his bed near me and the next morning at 4:30am i heard him make sound i checked and he took his last breath i cried till 8am then finally burried him it was the most painful moment of my life he was stiff cold my baby i dont know anything but i miss him i love him and i regret what i did. my dog was dead. It seemed far fetch but a skunk was living under my home at the time. The 3 cats in my home wasnt having him in thier safe space. I hope I'm not intruding too much and you are somewhat O.K. He died because of me. Given that I could hear the fluid in her lungs, I surmised she was in congestive heart failure since the vet gave her aggressive fluids WITHOUT treating her hypertension at the office. I should have walked her during the cooler part of the day. Press J to jump to the feed. Although the specific reason for feelings of guilt differ from person to person, almost everyone feels some guilt after the death of a pet. I have had brushed or showred or havent had my lunch. So approximately 17 days after our beloved friend, our old man, our fur baby of 9 years goes missing, the MAN of the house gets off his lazy ass and puts out signs on the street corners.